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Yeah, im back finally (after the long wait?)

Yesterday i tried to LOG in to BLOG (hahahaha) but then dunno why it jus kept failing. Actually wanted to grieve abt having to write all the SL thingies, but anw i guess i dun want to now hahaha.

This past month was a rather eventful month for me. Quite interesting I would say. Where should I start?

Ok in September (yes, i do realise its october alr), I signed up to be Friends of the Library. Signed up for some volunteer stuff like sculpting balloons for small kids. Haha, it was such a quirky situation there. I was sitting there with my buddies, and giving out the balloons that we made to these small kiddiwinks. The weird thing was that, 40% of the kids in the queue actuallly addressed me as 'Auntie', and you read in in the right way. Not the nice pronunciation by the Brits, but the kind that we usually use to call those sweeping the floorboards, sellig vegetables kind of 'Auntie'. WAHH, so shocking. All three of us sitting there were all young yuppies, and they just called us Aunties. So amusing. And the moment their parents corrected them, they had this expression 'what did i say wrong? ive been a good boy/girl wad, i addressed them alr mah' kind. HAHAHA

And thinking I hadnt done enough service, the next day I went to P. Ubin for cip. The jobscope was actually to maintain the greenhouse and do some gardening. But while we were there, there was this young Indian boy whose name I think I might mispell so i wont say who who entertained us by teaching us how to play the 'transport the marbles' game haha, cant recall the name alr. neh! He was quite a funny person. Anw, according to some sources, he and his dad made trips down to ubin to hang around and relax. But the day ended off in such a way tt I was left with a rather stained impression of the dad. He has gone drinking with the greenhouse man to entertain some potential investors, and after the meeting, his eyes were slightly bloodshot, and he was slurring a little in his speech. So i got worried. And decided. To. Avoid. Him. Seriously he was scary la, suddenly became so friendly I didnt noe wad else to do but display my teeth and then pretend to busy myself with my handphone. Burrrrr.

Yeah, this month was the month where we got notice of which options classes we got into. September 30th, teachers day. That was the day I went to see the teacher in charge rgdg my options. Apparently, I was booted out of the system. So my votes never got registered, not even my name. The teacher was wondering who was missing from the school of 482. And there I stood in front of him to clear his curiosity. He told me there were only the leftovers for me to choose from, and I was really crestfallen la. I was thinking of those options, hmm not convenient to say in case of offence. (HINT: But offence is an option) Yeah i bet you got it. Yeah that subject-related topic. So i was feeling dejected, but asked for the list anw. Then the teacher took out the list and told me, 'ok, i got you a place in med bio.....' then i was shocked hahahaha. pleasantly surprised. And when going thru the options list, he told me there was the hollywood history option so i was over the moon. Heh?? i jus realised smthg quite queer. Crestfallen & over the moon. both give me the impression of the crescent moon hahaha somehow. yeah so i chose these 2 and no choice had to take up narr film. so i went away feet as ligt as a butterfly's. hahaha too many descriptors.

Then later in the day the teacher sent me an email to tell me tt the hollywood one was full so had to choose from another prepared list. And so i deliberated over the matter for a few long days before sending in my choices. so tts how i ended up in the classes im in. hahaha.

Some people describe me as 'CRAZY arh you?', cos i took up 4 options classes. but i was not very comfortable with going thru days of potential boredom, so i decided, 'join another sci--learn aerodynamics' so i pleaded with the teacher again to give me entry into the physics class, and i got in hurray!! (: now the things i look forwards to are med bio, phy of ph(light) and film as an art. yay!

for Phy of flight, we went for an outing to NTU, and we had a great time there. the people were friendly (most surprisingly-- i always thot physicists were boring people), except for 2 people, one funny accented person and another guy whom i guess had been cooped up in his lab for long hours with no company. the latter was rather strange. but pitiful. stored away in that lab, busy researching on titanium rods that have memory-- means the rods u can bend into funny shapes, then dip it in boiling water, and TOING it flips back into shape, good as new. his hands were shivering away when he held up the model for us to see, but he held it so gently like some precious object that i was rather amused as it was only PVC. But still, he's really pitiful. And after tt visit, I think I vowed not to become a researcher. HAHA (:

At the end of the visit, my fren and i went to look for the loo. following the signs, you noe the normal kind that shows a red woman and a blue man, we walked into this alley thingy. We passed the males', then the handicaps', then always rammed into a wall because we thot there was one more. But there was none. So I dashed into the handicaps' and wished gdluck to my fren. hahahaha. eh cant blame me-- nature was calling me so loudly i couldnt go against her. hahaha (: i figured that in NTU 80% or less are not females and so tts the way it is lor, so save money for toilet. hahaha. yeah and so after doing stuff tt u do in the toilet, i was scrubbing my hands under the tap. And being a ADHD person, i was looking around the toilet to see anything interesting. Well the handdrier was really nice, the polished-so-well kinds you can find in high end hotels and shopping malls. think its brand is Rigel? Anw I was thinking 'so tts where the money goes into' and then i looked the other way. There was this bright red button beside the flusher button, but it was located lower on the wall. it was calling out to me, 'press me.... press me...' so i decided to jus rick it and push it. i was expecting the flush to be flushed, but then suddenly there was this loud screeching alarm tt was sounded, and it kept ringing. wahh my ears were shattering soon. Acting on instincts, i repressed the button and holding my mandible up to my maxilla (eh im using my bio in real life okay) i hoped for it to go away, AND IT DID! hahahaa. then when i came out, my dear fren was covering her ears. poor thingo. im sorry. hhahahaha but it was fun hahaha. the man outside didnt seem to mind my pressing of the button. so cool la! haahhahaa.

ok i think i shall stop here. rambling on will not do. if it is interesting say smthg to encourage me so i'll update. :D like mr ong said, the best time to stop a game is when you see everyone enjoying it so much. ahhahahaa. ok nice thinking sire!!

じゃあね！

aiya now damn stressed.

i dunno why but then everything seems so important and its as if everything's crashing down on me at once.

first, nationals results weren't that good (well at least to me it seems), and now there's so much stuff i nd to do but im seriously struggling and as a result ive been feeling rather low these few days. having so much 'stomachaches' due to high stress load. i can still breathe but i cant sleep well at night anymore, worrying abt everything-- jap, sch, piano, and all the things ive been neglecting.

gah, must relax!! relax!! arh that song's coming back to my head. the 'dun stress' song by dunno-who. i jus cant seem to rmb the singers. tt song's so stressful to hear... gosh.

anw i saw my coach today at the supermarket. he was in rather high spirits la could see. his stresses are off him now that the comps are over. but mine's jus begun. sad life. anw he talked tomy dad and apparently he lives nearby too. and his wife teaches jap and chi? my mom said why dun i go and bai4 ta1 lao3 po2 wei2 shi1 so she could coach me in jap since my jap's seriously dead. i made up some excuse and said like 'but she's pregnant. so arh, she will jus suffer a miscarriage if she ever teaches me.' lol i totally crapped tt out at tt time man. not bad rite. hahaha. one gd thing this wk, finally. (:

all rite, gtg now. got lots of stuff to do. now my sensei wants us to submit a letter of apology and this time must be from our parents. though she put up on the web tt the deadline is 20th tmr? she sent tt 'command' yesterday la.

alrite enough. must be disciplined!! i lack tt. arh.. ok cya. bye. (: